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And the shit has hit the fan. My mom has gotten word that Carolyn is not very welcome at the show. and I had this in my inbox when I came home from work,
"I'm really p!ssed about this I invited Debbie and Carolyn so we all could go
to Cats- have talked to Carolyn about going to the show- and now she doesn't
want to take carolyn after I paid over $50 dollars a ticket. I even asked
her before I bought the tickets. If i couls sell all the tickets for what I
paid for them I;m so mad right now I would.
Maybe because I have taken Carolyn to shows I believe this in one that she
is capable of enjoying.
If you and Debbie what to pay me for mine and Carolyn's tickets- Ok go with
out us."

I probably should have been forceful when I voiced my concern about Carolyn being too young for the show(not to mention I'm not a kid person and just didn't want her there, and I'm tired of my mom dragging Carolyn to places she's not appropiate, like oh car shopping)
But I tried to be nice and polite about it and she ignored me. I'm sending a response hoping that she calms down. I just hate how hard it is for me to spend time with my mother. I had fun with her when I took her to see Wicked for her birthday, but I get the feeling if I hadn't been the one buying the tickets she would have insisted on bringing Carolyn along too. Damnit all I want is an adult relationship with my mother. I do not want our outings to be Mom parading around showing off her granddaughter with me as Carolyn's caretaker.

I have a feeling that a lot of things are going to come to a head this weekend and there's going to be a lot of screaming, promptly followed by me having a good cry and lotsa booze.

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Well last night I sent my mother a reply

my email

">I'm sorry, maybe I should have been forceful when you first started bring
>up the idea of Carolyn going but I don't want Carolyn going and I never
>did. I feel that she is too young. Also Mom I would love to have an adult
>relationship with you, however I don't feel that I can have that if you
>keep bringing along and extra little person. I don't feel that I can have
>that if you keep bringing along and extra little person on outings where
>she is neither welcomed by all parties nor appropiate to the occassion.
>
>If you honestly feel that you can't enjoy the show without bringing Carolyn
>along I do have a friend interested in going and yes I will buy your ticket
>off of you and it won't go to waste."

And this was the response ""Ok that's fine- You and Your frineds can buy the two tickets so they will
not go to waste-""

My brother doesn't think my Mom care for Carolyn more then me, but I don't know what else I'm supposed to think when she does stuff like this. Or insist on bring Carolyn along where she's not needed(car shopping or here or does things like this My mom may not say it, but her actions make it clear that she doesn't value her time or relationship with me. and I'm tired of being the one to reach out and try to do things with her.

So again, any of my Houston friends interested in seeing Cats this weekend and then joining me in a night of boozing?